Many times I imagined ways wherein I could commit suicide without appearing like I was committing suicide, but which look appreciate was something unforeseen. I knew I would not commit suicide. Applied to be only imagining impossible things because I needed to burn out. But I knew I could not. I had the obligation to continue. Besides, where would I opt? To a worse place, without any doubt, because I saw that things could checking out worse. Yes, first of all, In fact I didn’t commit suicide because I got afraid into the future.